and then.....I said no

and then I said 'no.'  A 'yes' could have led to a different direction, who knows where! Now, what happens will be a consequence of this choice.

I don't know what will be the consequence of saying no to NJ today. I was pursuing this for about a year and a half and now it happened at a time when I have just taken up a role at Nielsen!!! Of course it would have meant more money and travel for now but I was not sure about the work and the industry!

Again, I was led to this decision. This choice was determined. The circumstances in which this decision has been made were determined.

every damn fucking thing is determined.


“The human mind,” Lincoln wrote, “is impelled to action, or held in rest by some power, over which the mind itself has no control.”