Nayena said so...

You put smiles on people's faces, Amar

:D

To love indifference.....

Trying to love indifference is like expecting a rock to reciprocate. Incomplete.


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There are 2 kinds of people. One, live life above the surface. Two, live life beneath the surface. 

Both find each other weird.


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Everything changes. In hindsight.

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ek zamana tha jab sharmo haya
tha nari ka sabse anmol gehna
jaane kahan haya kahan sharm gayi
aaj ki nari kehti hai
4 baj gaye party abhi baki hai
mai talli mai talli mai talli ho gyi

What is man?

Today, here I come

To tell you a part of story

A long story, in a gist

The story of my life

In a poetic sum

Whence I was a child

I did not know what I want

I was confused, scared, timid and mild

I grew up to be a young man

Part of the human clan

But the confusion kept me company still

I would not know what I would eventually become

I would not know what I will

My thoughts, my desires kept changing

Some I couldn't achieve, some I have

Every time I wanted something

Mostly to achieve the desire,

I have given it everything I have

My thoughts and desires and wants

Have made me the person who stands before you today

A very imperfect man

In many ways

But the truth is…

I don’t think I could have been otherwise

Given the way life moved

Including me as a part of the whole

I could not be any other way

Sometime back I started wondering whence from

My desires originated

Why have I always wanted what I wanted?

Have you ever questioned yourself so?

I think I have found part of the answer

And part I am still searching

I will soon bring forth the whole answer

And that will be my major offing.

Today I tell you my friends

We are nothing but a speck in the history of the world

Our desires, our wants

That we hold so dear

They originate within us

Like we originate within a woman’s womb

We are ordered by nature

The almighty powers, the wings of destiny

We are told every moment

Who we are going to be

We own nothing in this world

Not even our own desires

Man o man

Woman o woman

In a sum

We are like the seas, the rivers, the mountains

As natural as they are

Living an illusionary existence

Vo katl hi kar den

zindagi kuch khas kaam nahi ayi hamare amar


vo katl hi kar den to maut kisi kaam aye

:D

Just go after things and people you love

life is simple. i don't know why it takes us so long to realize what's important. i wish i was told this when i hosh sambhaloed, whenever that was.

'just go after things and people you love.' 

:D

Amar

Mahaul-e-amar//an introduction

Mahaul-e-mehfil ki fikr log kiya karte hain

Hum apna mahaul sath liye chalte hain

Mahaul-e-amar

Mahaul-e-raunak

Mahaul-e-amar

Mahaul-e-mohabbat

Mahaul-e-amar

Mahaul-e-khushi

:)


Hansi khushi ke kuch saz baja leta hu mai
Jahan jata hu dost bana leta hu mai
Koi na bada, na koi tujse chhota
Har anjane me kuch apna sa mila leta hu mai

Live a great Story. and recent thoughts.

Oh, screw it. there are 2 ways to live life.1. be safe, scared, hesitant. 2. Be brave, daring, all out. the latter is replete with risk and heartburn but imagine, 50 years down the line, which one would make a wonderful story to talk about.

you have got one story to create. live a great story!

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When you fully trust a person without any doubts, you finally get one of the 2 results.

A person for life or....

A lesson for life

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crying is okay. even for men, just do it in a quiet corner. 
being human, after all. 

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it's almost inhuman effort NOT to return a smile. smile at people you think who don't like you. let them be inhuman ;) haha! nasty. Of course, it will brighten people you like

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i have believed with conviction for many years that man is a bundle of emotions. off late, however, i feel that there are exceptions who are born without the bundle.

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you know what 'hurt' is? it's the loss of expected happiness. incomplete.

Kal kho jaunga

har din mujhse kehta hai
kal ki arzoo jane de

kal mai bhi
kal ho jaunga

mai aj hu
kal kho jaunga

Recent Thoughts

vakt to kuch guzara hamne...
vakt hi guzar paye

na tumne hame samajhne ki koshish ki
na hum tumhe samajh paye



Imagine a world where we could choose what we wanted.


"oh, there was so much he could say. 
only if it would matter
his words arose within him
and then, quietly
went scatter'

tu hai jaisa mujhko vaisa dikhna.

kabhi kabhi meri apni hi muskaan mujse puchti hai
tum itna kyu muskura rahe ho
kisko budhu bana rahe ho


don't let the blues get you, for long. find red soon.


If you gonna say it anyway...
why say less?!

what a shame it is...
you loved
and didn't express.


don't go with the flow. don't go against the flow. you haven't a clue. it's the flow which takes care of it. 

People will tell you. there ain't a reason. for being unusual. scratch the surface, if they will. human emotions tend to like hide and seek.

While you were vulnerable....

Never forget who held you while you were vulnerable. 

Never forget who mocked you while you were vulnerable.

A

Sorrow is how we learn to love. Your heart isn't breaking. It hurts because it's getting larger. The larger it gets, the more love it holds. 

Rita Mae Brown



Sometimes i do not understand myself. other times, i am lying.


Beware of your happiness. happiness is sometimes a liar, it hides many truths just to exist. Pain is honest, it never lies. 

doubt your happiness till you are sure it's honest.
trust your pain.


Amar

Doubt your happiness. Trust your pain

Beware of your happiness. Happiness is sometimes a liar, it hides many truths just to exist. 

Pain is honest, it never lies. 

Doubt your happiness till you are sure it's honest.

Trust your pain. 

If I find time over the weekend, I will elaborate.

love and happiness are synonyms

Love and happiness are synonyms.

The pursuit of love is the pursuit of happiness. 

Thoughts Thoughts Thoughts...

Thoughts Thoughts Thoughts…

Sometimes, my sleep breaks in the middle of the night and my mind is flooded with a certain kind of thoughts. No matter how much I try to deflect those thoughts or distract myself, it doesn't happen.

Do I choose the thoughts that come to my mind?

No, I don’t.

I have no idea why they do. I have heard myself telling people often that “Happiness is the meaning and the purpose of life, the whole aim and end of human existence.” Yes, this is the thought by Aristotle right in the description of the blog. I tell my friends that the purpose of my life is ‘happy faces.’ I do things because they make me happy and avoid things if they cause me pain.

However, I am not always successful. Happiness, Charity, anything else that you want to spread out to the world does not begin at home, it begins with us.

I do not choose my thoughts. I do not choose who I like. I just happen to think certain thoughts as they pop into my mind from somewhere and they don’t yield till they have achieved their objective. There must be an objective after all; the world cannot be a random place existing totally in an illogical nonsensical manner. 

Actually, I am not sure if it isn't. Not yet, I am still trying to figure this.

Does this happen to you? Do you sometimes get up in the middle of the night and start thinking something and you do not quite consciously realize why are you thinking so?

Perhaps you have never paid attention to the thoughts that appear in your mind and how and why they do. You will most likely not get an answer to the question but still, the question must be asked.

Have a nice weekend!

Amar 

'Falling in love'

Whenever you feel you are falling in love, fall with all you got! Even if you get hurt, no high in life can match the bliss and meaning of this fall. all that matters.

Recent thoughts, recent happenings

"And then...they parted.

While leaving, Christine asked Joseph, 'Will we ever talk again?'
Joseph replied with his moist eyes, 'No, we won't. I could only talk to you as your lover and I cannot do that now . Anything I say now would be meaningless. We will not talk. Do well. Goodbye."

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kabhi kabhi 
koi khyal chah kar bhi nahi jata
jo kal apna sa lagta tha
aj vohi koi aur lagta hai
kya vo hi hai 
yakin nahi aa

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Consider your destiny your boss. always say yes to it, no matter how fickle or illogical it might seem at most times. peace and happiness.

happiness= enjoy/accept destiny

Keep your conscience clear

Keep your conscience clear. Say everything that needs to be said. 

I know people go to bed having so much to say, and wonder why are they a mess. Who has seen a tomorrow? A play i watched recently rightly said, in one of the scenes, 'tomorrow is a bad word.' i agree.

Say it, like you got one last phone call to make.

More on happiness!

It takes us a while to realize that happiness is directly proportional to the intensity and depth of our relationships with people in our lives and with the work that we know we are born to do. The earlier, the better. The later, better than never.


Follow your instincts. Flow like a river.

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Sari.. ;)


I thought sari was a social outfit. Looking at the soaps on television, now i think it is nightwear.

Ishq Ibadat hai and some recent thoughts

ishq ibadat hai
bas ishq hi ibadat hai

jab tera sar ibadat me jhuke 
bas itna khayal karna
ke tera khuda ibadat ke layak hai
ibadat ko ruswa na karna

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Keep your smiles and laughter the only barometer of your success. Success is happiness. If you aren't smiling and laughing enough, perhaps you need to find another job, career or another person, to love.

Amar

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Some people think i am mad the way i live my life. what they don't realize is that i think they are terribly retarded. it's a mutual feeling. xoxo

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I think the only way to respect someone's work is to be willing to pay for it. even if that person is your blood relative. and i am talking about passionate work, not mercenary work.

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What is permanent. i mean wtf?! considering everything is temporary, just the duration of temporariness differs. enjoy the temporary but while in it, enjoy it 100%.

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In India, so many young girls aspire to be teachers totally motivated by their desire to be able to raise their kids due to the flexible time schedule of teaching profession. It has nothing to do with the idea if they like to teach at all. Boys are pushed into professions where expectantly they will make good money to raise a family and find an arranged wife. i mean what do we think is the purpose of existence, 'to get married at whatever cost and have kids to subsequently show off to the neighborhood?' sorry, not impressed.

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khud se hi kyun hai khafa tu
chala chal jahan tera dil le chale
kuch aisa hi dastoor hai is dil ka bhi
ye bhi nahi samajh pata ke chale to kahan chale

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i have finally discovered what i like about myself the most. besides my surreal pair of eyes, it's the sound of my laughter. of course, i have always been a fan of my modesty.

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Since comedy has happened to me either as a dabbler or as an audience, i have lost a lot of emotional weight, popularly called, baggage. :)

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I think the most 'duh' thing one can say when one has nothing to say is this. God bless you. I am God's agent.

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The only way to live more is to do more of what you are born to do. how do you figure what you are born to do? It's easy for you, much easier than it is for others. You enjoy doing it, it doesn't feel like work and thrills you when you do it well. Do what you are born to do. hey, screw the past. 'they' didn't know it. if you think you should have known this at the beginning of your life, well, just assume it's the beginning of your life/

happy Sunday!

Love is what you need!

there is a mask on every face
trust it, so amar says

don't ask me who
don't ask me where
every one craves, for love, for care

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mukhauta hai har chehre pe
baat amar ki maan

pyar ka bhuka...
har insan

Brilliant Amazing Thought

"Man’s life is a line that nature commands him to describe 

upon the surface of the earth, without his ever being able to

 swerve from it, even for an instant. He is born without his 

own consent; his organization does in nowise depend upon

himself; his ideas come to him involuntarily; his habits are in

the power of those who cause him to contract them; he is

unceasingly modified by causes, whether visible or 

concealed, over which he has no control, which necessarily 

regulate his mode of existence, give the hue to his way of 

thinking, and determine his manner of acting. He is good or 

bad, happy or miserable, wise or foolish, reasonable or 

irrational, without his will being for any thing in these various 

states."

Baron d'Holbach

Happy Faces!

mere kuch kehne se jo aa jaye tere chehre pe muskaan
taa umr amar un labzon ki talash me nikal jaye
to kya kam hai

Amar

Words are all I have

Words inspire. Words humor. Words create meaning. 


Words, when juxtaposed with action, reflect character. 


Words tell  a woman she is beautiful, 

careless words destroy relationships. 


If inspiring, loving, humorous words are all you

have, consider yourself blessed."


Amar

Dilli me mera dil hai :)

dilli me mera dil hai
dil hai, to mushqil hai
kabhi khush
to kabhi udas
kabhi shor gul me tanha
to kabhi tanhai me nachta
kabhi sochta ke kuch karun
phir gum ho jata unhi galiyon me
dilli me mera dil hai
kuch muskurata kabhi bismil hai

theek hi kaha kehne wale ne
ye sheher, sheher nahi
mehfil hai....

Amar