Saturday, December 26, 2009

The hUmAn WILL!

whoever told you life is easy! well it was never supposed to be and it will never be. it's tough and it's gonna get tougher.

only fighters will survive. cowards will run away, give in and burn out! there is only one thing that's tougher than life.

the strength of the human will! it can overcome any challenges thrown its way. anything.

I won first prize in an on the spot essay writing competition while I was in standard 8Th. The title was:

'where is the will, there is the way"

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

totd

The Arjun Sengupta Committee reported in 2007 that 836 million Indians spend no more than Rs 20 a day.

The Fighters' Spirit

just wrote this. The Fighters' credo


Stay strong, fight on
Very soon you will see light
Not yet, don't give up the fight!

Sometimes life tries you from all sides
Everything seems to fall, all over
The test is of your endurance, of will, of your power to hold on
Do not give in, it is momentary, things will change in not so long

So hold on, press on
You have faced tough times before,
Hold on to see how things will change anew
They say it over and over
Tough times don't last, but tough people do

So hold your chin high and smile like you always do
If anyone can make it, if anyone can change it, if it all rests on anyone, it's YOU
I do not believe in GOD, but the almighty powers sure have a plan,
The darkest hour of the night comes just before the dawn

The dawn will come; it will be a lot of fun
Wonderful people, wonderful places, a wonderful life embrace those
Who, in the face of a ferocious battle
Battle it out and not run

It will all change, take my word
I am sure I am not wrong
You have only yourselves to fear

Stay strong, Fight on

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Stay strong. Fight on!!!!

"hopelessness is the primary symptom of depression"


you know there is a massive industry out there which thrives on people losing hope and getting weak mentally and spiritually (when I say spiritually it has nothing to do with GOD. I am an atheist. I mean the strength of human spirit)

the depression and superstition industry primarily(psychiatrists, black magic, these bastardy God-men)

man is born to be destroyed but not defeated.

stay strong. fight on. till there is life, there is hope. amen.

INdia

a land of religion, sex, gutless regimes, rampant chaos and hypocrisy

bring on 2010!

It's interesting you know. I have been here, I mean in this world for quite a while now, close to 3 decades.

somehow, it appears to me that next year is going to be an extremely important year for after been so long around, life appears to be a big zero to me today!!!!!

It's very close to a do or die situation. I have no idea how people survive their whole lives in companies, jobs, relationships that don't make sense to them.

I am already choking!!!

I badly need a relationship. Someone I care for. Someone who cares for me. I really need someone who can hide me from everything when I want to be hidden

I badly need to finish my book as soon as possible. I will not be able to survive like this for long. Once the book has been published, I can afford greater risk.

Now that Capitaland said no, I may have to look for a better alternative in the near term also. yes.


so as far as my life is concerned, I urgently need to act on these on the Italics above. I will. Or I will rather die fighting. I refuse to live a cowardly life.

bring 2010 on! I will be all set for it.

Monday, December 21, 2009

Sunday, December 20, 2009

thanks, amar

I could not help recording it here! someone thanked me, thus. This atones all the mistakes of my life so far. It makes up for everything. I am finding it hard to understand the plans destiny has for me, as on today; but I know I trust myself to do what I consider just, fair and honest and that is all I can do.

The rest, is beyond me.

"Hi Amar, You have done a great job with the article.

It is not everyday that we come across a volunteer who will give up his hot-chocolate-in-bed winter morning and be with a bunch of kids and a small NGO. The one thing that comes from the bottom of my heart is this: What you have done that day, or on the day of the previous function, you have done forever. It stands done, un-erasable. The children will have permanent memories of you, your sitting with them, joking and talking with them, some may be already aspiring to become like you, have smart clothes, camera strapped around their necks, talking cool English. They will involuntarily work towards it.

It is the impression some people left on us in our childhood that made us do certain things, similarly, we are leaving impressions on some children now. I am sure many girls from the villages already have a crush on you too! I remember my school days when every visiting smart chap was an object of a crush. (Notorious girls school days!)

What I want to say is that the positivity, the kindness and the readiness that flows from you, is unique, never let go of it. Even if you come once in 15 days or a month to SY, whatever, it is that special thing that you have, of being able to give 200% on that occasion that makes you really rocking, true to your FB identity. Just keep that intact."