Wednesday, September 03, 2008

every single minute is precious

my purpose says there is no tomorrow and it will be true one of these days!!!

every singl minute is precious and it is costing tremendous amount of money. Not just money, it is costing me family time and it is costing not just me!!! The opportunity costs are stupendous!!!.

And what the hell have i been doing for the past few days???? I have been wasting time uselessly. THERE IS JUST NO TIME TO WASTE, NOT A MINUTE

if every single minute is not being used in my growth and development, it is a waste of tiime. I will not sleep over 5-6 hours a day at the most and finish everything that's pending and it's quite a lot.

now read news for the interview and stop irritating me and do not let this crap like dental problems to bug you. there are more important things in life to take care of. remember at any time 99% of the things are anyways going right. if you waste your time on 1% that's wrong, your choice!!!!! HOW YOU FEEL IS THE RESULT OF WHAT YOU FOCUS ON. i will take time in the evening to write my gratiude list here.

go spread HELP, seize the day

Tuesday, September 02, 2008

the future is knocking from all sides...

I must admit that I am bit anxious these days...the future has always been uncertain but this is a very interesting phase, of course interesting is a euphemism!!!

It's like when i graduated and looked for jobs here and there, of course I am in a better place now and companies will come looking for us. But, I will start a new career this time and will take up responsibilities which I cannot see at this time...

i did an MBA because i always saw myself as a leader and i have been able to prove my mettle in the business school by taking many initiatives and successfully running multiple forums and events. Then what am I afraid of? I want to land up where my energies will be put to use and I will be able to create the maximum leverage...wow, that sounds nice whatever that means...

by the way, i really need to get comfortable with where I am heading...Mr Yousouf said do not close the doors open to you and I have taken his advise. I want a marketing job and if i get it, i will succeed at it...i know i do not give a damn if i have to go out in the sun and meet customers, i know i can do anything...i will never get too big for anything...

Actually, i should be pretty comfortable with myself....leaving IT which i do not understand, I can get myself to do anything. Financial services should not be too difficult to understand and anyways, i will not be doing debit and credit, i will be responsible to decide the markets on the basis on ansoff's model and come out with marketing strategies to penetrate the market. wow...i am sure i will succeed

I just want to re-assure myself while writing this thing that I am very good, actually I am excellent, I am the only person in this crowd who started a leader's forum, gave a talk in big picture, organised events in sports and culture, started a kotler series, assumed responsibilities way beyond academics throughout the year....i am a star...i will create value whereever i go...it's for me to decide what's best for me...

just be clear at every step and listen to your body and mind....you will get through...and everything will be fine.....i promise...i will make sure...everything will be fine....

i love you jugnu ;) really, i will take care of you

my dental history

well, there is one thing that I have grown up with, and it is regular visits to dentists throughout my life....Dr. Pradeep Jaina in CP who worked on my denture for years on end and although he used to say that he would work on it till i get married, i got bored after about 7 years and got rid of him...

still it did not end there. I have had to visit doctors in gurgaon, singapore and just now I am coming from a visit in Dubai ;) one of the tooth in which this doc in gurgaon did a root canal in has been damaged and this guy will now put a cap on it!!!!

imagine!!! I am a bit scadalized right now and shocked. imagine, i have got used to those machines and this guy sitting on my head and doing something in my mouse!!! but i want peace right now and meditate for a while to come back to my senses.

got a lot of work pending, hope i do this fast...

okay bye