today was not a very interesting day. First marketing of financial services where we are beig taught export import documentation and then big tme number cruncing which i could not handle in MCP and walked out...
so what was good??? i asked this batch mate of mine that he should learn all this and help me once we get into the industry and he said... would i be around to help you then and he flipped his fingers and said...tu to aise upar chala jaega!!!!
i loved it!!!
somehow the respect that i have got in this place has never occured to me before, thankfully i have been able to make a difference at many times and touched people with a true heart, yes my heart is clean, if u think i love you, i do.
people expect a lot from me and i will have to deliver....either by finding a way or making one!!! thanks for the compliment brother
Friday, August 22, 2008
Getting upset is a wase of time and energy!!!
well, all i will say is, don't get sad. Let's face reality where no one gives a damn!!! no one. You have got to thrive out here and show the world what you have got!!!
Sometimes i feel like getting sad, of course i am a human being and i allow emotions to over power me at times......consider the choice of construction here. I allow emotions to over power me, they don't unless i allow them. But I tell you what, there would be people who might care a bit and will ask you how you are doing, but then they have got their own lives to take care of.
i have been through horrendous times when i becaame a complete non-entity and no one cared if i existed. yes, my parents, my sister and my girlfriend did. they cried then all the time. But did I help them by losing control over myself?????? Imagine, they love me and they want me to be happy and take care of myself.
There might be exceptional circumstances where you cannot do anything but eventually you ahve to come out of it and get on with life. people want to be with people who make them happy. they just want to chill out!!! yeah.
And then, till we are alive, we have every reason to be happy. Let the problems be, they are after all a part of life, isn't it? the only people who do not have problems are DEAD. if that's what you want to be, your choice and again who cares????????? and who gives a damn!!!! Like one of my acquintances who likes to say, how do i care!!!!!
they don't care. most of them, don;t get worked up about it.
Having said all that, i am extremely grateful to people who care and who love me. Life has been very kind to me and at this time, there are at least 5 people in this world, who care for me and love me.....and i love them as well...
do not get upset and worked up. make your presence felt....speak to be heard and stand up to get noticed. Today is a once in a life time opportunity. Make the most of it and keep killing those problems one by one. They are the juice of life.
Enjoy the company of people you love and who are genuine, you will know, notice everything they don't say...body talks..
be happy, be joyous, be sexy and be grateful...
Sometimes i feel like getting sad, of course i am a human being and i allow emotions to over power me at times......consider the choice of construction here. I allow emotions to over power me, they don't unless i allow them. But I tell you what, there would be people who might care a bit and will ask you how you are doing, but then they have got their own lives to take care of.
i have been through horrendous times when i becaame a complete non-entity and no one cared if i existed. yes, my parents, my sister and my girlfriend did. they cried then all the time. But did I help them by losing control over myself?????? Imagine, they love me and they want me to be happy and take care of myself.
There might be exceptional circumstances where you cannot do anything but eventually you ahve to come out of it and get on with life. people want to be with people who make them happy. they just want to chill out!!! yeah.
And then, till we are alive, we have every reason to be happy. Let the problems be, they are after all a part of life, isn't it? the only people who do not have problems are DEAD. if that's what you want to be, your choice and again who cares????????? and who gives a damn!!!! Like one of my acquintances who likes to say, how do i care!!!!!
they don't care. most of them, don;t get worked up about it.
Having said all that, i am extremely grateful to people who care and who love me. Life has been very kind to me and at this time, there are at least 5 people in this world, who care for me and love me.....and i love them as well...
do not get upset and worked up. make your presence felt....speak to be heard and stand up to get noticed. Today is a once in a life time opportunity. Make the most of it and keep killing those problems one by one. They are the juice of life.
Enjoy the company of people you love and who are genuine, you will know, notice everything they don't say...body talks..
be happy, be joyous, be sexy and be grateful...
morals and rules!!!
I hate rules, basically i hate anything that has a constraint on the way i would like to live my life. So, I hate rules. I hate morals also, they are freaking so difficult to understand to start with and then they constraint my life so much.
who decides what is moral and what is not? my answer is for me, my conscience does. but my conscience is a very complicated creature, it is itself very confused. Part of my body, i don't know which, wants something and then there is this obstruse thing called conscience which tells me it is not the right thing to do.
It disturbs me because i don't understand all this and there are so many things i cannot and do not do in the name of morals and conscience and rules. It hinders me from living my purpose every passing day.
Primarily I will not do things that amount to disrespecting a human being because respect is my primary value and i am pretty clear that it is unlikely yo happen in future.
i do not accept anybody rules anyways. i do not accept society's rules either. i have not followed the rules of my religion because they did not make sense to me.
now i have evolved to having a dispute with my own rules. i really think there is something wrong somewhere. how do i go about revising them because i have no one else to consult!!!!! the problem lies within me!!!! what will happen is that i may end up messing with my rules and testing the efficacy of them with minimum risk.
yeah. i am my greatest friend and enemy and as a friend and a lover of myself, i want myself to have everything that makes me happy and i promise to help myself...
coz with all your complications and your absurdities, i love you jugnu :)
who decides what is moral and what is not? my answer is for me, my conscience does. but my conscience is a very complicated creature, it is itself very confused. Part of my body, i don't know which, wants something and then there is this obstruse thing called conscience which tells me it is not the right thing to do.
It disturbs me because i don't understand all this and there are so many things i cannot and do not do in the name of morals and conscience and rules. It hinders me from living my purpose every passing day.
Primarily I will not do things that amount to disrespecting a human being because respect is my primary value and i am pretty clear that it is unlikely yo happen in future.
i do not accept anybody rules anyways. i do not accept society's rules either. i have not followed the rules of my religion because they did not make sense to me.
now i have evolved to having a dispute with my own rules. i really think there is something wrong somewhere. how do i go about revising them because i have no one else to consult!!!!! the problem lies within me!!!! what will happen is that i may end up messing with my rules and testing the efficacy of them with minimum risk.
yeah. i am my greatest friend and enemy and as a friend and a lover of myself, i want myself to have everything that makes me happy and i promise to help myself...
coz with all your complications and your absurdities, i love you jugnu :)
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