July 2010!

alright, it's July and I have had enough of this job search! I have also been screwing up my health lately. So, the rules from now on:-

1. Basic schedule must get followed (it means having left the bed by 0500-0530 and back to bed by 2300/2330). Whatever job search ends at noon everyday! Talk to yourself like a winner. Neuro Linguistic Programming is always at work.
2. I must not miss exercise for a single day
3. Start working on ELS and find any more possible alternates if you can....
4. Finish writing AO and MOL by end of this month. Write day and night!
5. I will write Selfish and proud of it by year end
6. Since thoughts are things, do not entertain any negative thinking. You cannot afford the luxury of a negative thought. Not even one. slap yourself hard the moment you allow a negative thought in the mind.
7. Read at most 2 books a month. I have read most of the great success/business literature already. It's time for action. This month- keller and morita!
8.TRY A LOT OF STUFF AND KEEP WHAT WORKS. DISCARD WHAT DOES NOT IMMEDIATELY.

okay, that's about it. live strong and even if it comes to it soon, die strong.

why?!

why is a question in a fair world! that's why in the world we live, most often, it's not answered.

What did I do to deserve this?

is a useless question. The answer is the same as it is to why Nelson Mandela had to spend over 27 years in prison or lance Armstrong contracted cancer or why Helen Keller lost her vision and hearing at 19 months of age and live almost 86 years in silence and darkness!!!!! or why malayesh and gaurav lost their lives in a terrorist attack!!!

so you see, it's a useless question. There are no answers. But the lesson to take from the people who got to live is that they converted their negatives into positives, they made a lemonade of the lemon!

Helen Keller devoted her life to literature, which was something she could do!
Lance Armstrong survived cancer and won the Tour De France twice or more...
Nelson Mandela survived over 27 years in prison and saw his country emerge free and led it!
Nick Vujicic delivers talks around the world on hope, with no limbs.

Writing Goal!

I will be the most prolific writer this country has had in the next 10-15 years! I will write a few books a year- stories, non-fiction, poetry whatever! When I will succeed, I do not know.

But not a day should go without writing, I have enough to say!

What is creativity?

Creativity is the ability to create something that did not exist before- to be able to apply thought and effort into bringing something new into existence!

Anyone who creates something new is creative! YOU are creative.

Thoughts I live by! Do something!

What we think, or what we know, or what we believe is, in the end, of little consequence. The only consequence is what we do~~~~ John Ruskin

Do not let what you cannot do interfere with what you can do. Do what you can"
- John Wooden




do something!!!!!!

hang in there! don't quit! don't die yet! Live strong. Die strong

Okay, well, i hate the way i have spent the last 2-3 days! not done.

just hang in there. survive. why? if I just survive, hang around...may be

I will call someone who will guide me to something

Someone will call unexpectedly

I will write a very successful book, i will find public speaking opportunities

I will find a way to start a business

I will start something that will work

I will win a lottery! ha ha

Someone will decide to help, after all!

A ray of light will emerge and the tunnel will end!


all this is only a hope. but hope will exist as long as I do. don't quit. not till your last breath and when will you take your last breath is a decision I don't want you to take!

So, strategy here on:

1. SURVIVE
2. Keep hitting, on hope. Hope, after all is an expectation based on faith.

Keep walking in the tunnel, expecting the tunnel to end. What can I do? Keep walking. Do I determine when the tunnel will end? I don't. Really.

My choice is to keep walking OR give up!

I choose to keep walking. I have fallen a few times. I will get tired and fall again. may be. But I can't give up! why? Because that's not me! That's not the example I want to set. That's not what I want people to know about me. I don't want people to say, "Oh, Amar gave up! He could have lasted some more time and he may have succeeded. After all, he was bustling with talent and energy at his best. He should not have given up!"

No. AMAR WILL NOT GIVE UP. If I win, I will prove to myself and to the world that I won, yet again! If I don't, well, I will have died fighting, walking in the tunnel, collapsed at the end of my energy and power!

Hey, I am up again and walking. It's either the tunnel or me! Die strong. Don't die in the bed! Keep hitting and collapse on the battlefield!